sunday boredom...

going to the mall alone is the most boring thing to do... kahit I have enough money to enjoy going out to the mall I still can't forget the old times with eph... He is the only one who could cheer me up... Since the day we decided not to meet each other, everything turned out for me so bad... I've been sick for a couple of days... I tried to be happy but I really can't tried to enjoy films on dvd yet I ended up crying so hard... Crying so hard everyday might be one of the reasons why I can't get rid of the cold... Yesterday, I just slept the whole day... I really miss this guy so much... Please come back soon... I mean soon... Everyday without you feels like staying to a closed room with no windows for air to get in... I feel so emotionally down... Dumadagdag pa yung mga flirt na girls posting comments on your blog... I don't know who the hell that girl is...The one who called you manong carlo? I want to talk to you straight about this kaso I can't kaxe we have a deal nga d ba? I really don't know how you still feel about me... :(:(:( Pumunta lang nmn ako actually sa mall to post a new entry sa blog ko to let you know what I feel about the deal.... can u please go back to me na po... I had enough torture this past 6 months... do u really want me to endure the pain? are you really happy doing this to me? Nasa netopia ako sa southmall yet I feel like I want to cry so bad na... T_T Are you happy without me in your life? Please let me know as soon as possible... I really still don't get why am I the only person who needs to suffer? Do I really deserve to be treated like this by the one I love... ??? Can't you listen to me na? Can't you accept me again??? are you really happy doing this to me? please ask yourself again and again.. the last time we see each other, you texted me that you are not happy... so why do you keep on doing this to me? can't we just stop this please.. it's very annoying na rin kaxe. kung alam mo lang... please I'm begging you... please see me at once... please let's help each other to feel happiness again... I love you so much bie...