::Partial Relief::

("('o')")Tonight I think I could sleep better.... Thanx to him.... But I shouldn't celebrate 'coz I know anger and doubt is still on his heart.... Now I know what to do..... I hope that this time I could win his heart again.... I'll never do the same mistake to the person I love most.... Now I know how important he is to me.... Without him is like taking away the air I breathe... I really don't want to lose him.... Though I've done a very big mistake.... And for that, I really feel so sorry... This past few days, I've been so selfish.... I didn't think about what he'll feel if ever he finds out.... I'm really sorry.... Starting from now on, I'll do my best to become a deserving girl for him.... I know he deserves a girl better than me.... But I really can't help it... I really love him so much.... So much, that I don't wanna lose him.... 'coz losing him is like taking my life away from me.... I know it will gonna be hard for him to believe me but still I'm taking the risk of telling him how I feel 'coz I know to myself that from now on I'll never ever tell a single lie to him no matter how simple it is... 'coz he never did it to me even once.... and for that I feel so guilty.... Now, I'll go to my class and take my exam.... *crossing my fingers hoping to pass the exam* Now.... I've really learned my lesson... Thanks to him... I really love him so much.... Hope that he still loves me...