::Last Chance::

::I really can't think so well today.... My friends don't want to participate on my problems.... I guess it's all my fault.... I didn't treasure the most precious person that I could ever have.... I guess his gone..... There's nothing left for me.... I think I can't do anything to endure his pain.... I really guess it's over.... I don't want to force him to accept me or to love me again all I want is another chance.... I know that I'm not worthy to be blessed with another chance.... Sorry for all the things that I've done.... I guess I have no choice but to move on.... I really can't take this pain inside of me... How I wish that a big wind could come my way and fly me to a place far from here.... A place where I could cry out loud and burst all the pain inside of me.... 'coz I feel much pain than he feels 'coz I'm the one who tried to hurt him and now I feel what he feels so the pain I'm feeling now was doubled.... Even I don't have anyone to comfort me right now.... I guess I'm all alone again.... trying to find myself again... How I wish I won't feel anything at all.... I wish I was dead!