::Dhimples::

??? who the fuck is this bitch???

2008-02-15T05:22:00.000+08:00

sino kaya tong bitch na walang sawang nanggugulo sa buhay ng may buhay? ako pa tinakot mo? go on magpost ka sa blog ni eph as if he'll approve it... d mo ba pansin na binura nya ung mga walang kwentang posts mo sa blog nya? anong proof mo to say na flirt ako? bakit ayaw mo magpakilala? baka ikaw ang natatakot? hahaha... o baka naman naiinggit ka lang??? 2 lang yan eh kung ikaw si mitch the bitch hehehe .... kung ikaw nga un, di kita kilala xori ka.. I haven't met u in person.. kung kilala nga kita? baka naman patay na patay kalang kay eph kaya naiinggit ka? sorry ka nalang kxe di ka papatulan ni eph... He don't believe in heresays or chismis from chismosas like you...

To end this... much better kung meet mo kami ni eph then tingnan natin who the hell are you kxe ur mouth really stinks... hehehe ....

you are not welcome in this blog! better find someone to love baka ur lonely kaxe kaya naiinggit ka lang... hahaha

lalo siguro pag nagkabalikan kami ni eph lalo kang d mapapakali... so kung matapang ka talaga and kung talagang kilala mo kami meet us in person! bitch!!!

happy valentines day to all

2008-02-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

thank you so much for calling ... you made me feel so special kahit medyo masungit ka okay na rin ... what's important is you remembered ... I love you so much that won't change... See you soon bie..

......

2008-02-14T00:24:00.001+08:00

pupunta ka pa ba to claim ung gift o wala ka tlagang balak?

sorry

2008-02-12T11:46:00.000+08:00

maxado lang ako naaapektuhan ng lahat ng mga sinasabi mo... nalulungkot lang ako... may umeepal na naman nga d2 sa blog ko i don't know who she is... i want to see and talk to you soon would that be possible? pano n ung dadaanan mo sa apt ko? text mo nlng po ko...or tawagan mo po ko uli... Advanced happy valentines day... kamusta ka na po? sana lagi ka pong okay... nalulungkot ako pag nababasa ko ung mga posts tsaka ung mga comments na negative... sana talaga magkaayos na tayo...

reaction ko sa post mo

2008-02-12T05:38:00.000+08:00

i really don't know how to react sa post mo or do I really need to react... Tao rin nmnmn ako d nmn ako sponge na absorb lang ng absorb ng lahat ng pinagsasasabi mo...

alam mo... tama nga siguro si mama... wag na dapat siguro ako umasa sa isang taong tulad mo... maxado kang perfectionist akala mo siguro perfect ka na tao kaya kung makapagsalita ka nalang ganyan...

iniisip mo siguro guilty ka nmn maxado... eh sino p nga bang pinipinpoint mo dun? malamang ako d ba???

sumosobra ka na... hindi na kita kilala... ibang iba ka na talaga! kung masaya ka sa pagbabago na nangyayari sa yo sa buhay mo pwes d na kita papakialaman... mas magiging masaya ka siguro kung pababayaan nlng kita... akala ko pa nmn mahal mo pa ko... I kept on believing that... pero you're going too far na... lahat na tinitiis ko... pero d ko kaya tiisin ung mga pinaggagagawa mo sakin forever...

ewan ko kung magiging masaya pa tayo...!
bahala ka na kung anong gusto mong gawin sa buhay mo!

advanced happy valentines day baby ko

2008-02-11T13:49:00.000+08:00

please drop by sa apt kxe medyo bulky gift ko sa yo sana magustuhan mo po... i love you so much...

Moon on the water... I love you so much bie

2008-02-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

Full moon sways
Gently in the night of one fine day
On my way
Looking for a moment with my dear

Full moon waves
Slowly on the surface of the lake
You were there
Smiling in my arms for all those years

What a fool
I don’t know ’bout tomorrow
What it’s like to be
Ah...
I was fool
Couldn’t let myself to go
Even though I feel
The end

Old love affair
Floating like a bird resting her wings
You were there
Smiling in my arms for all those years

What a fool
I don’t know ’bout tomorrow
Wat it’s like to be
Ah...
I was fool
Couldn’t let myself to go
Even though I feel
The end

Full moon sways
Gently in the night of one fine day
You were there
Smiling in my arms for all those years

sunday boredom...

2008-02-10T14:48:00.000+08:00

going to the mall alone is the most boring thing to do... kahit I have enough money to enjoy going out to the mall I still can't forget the old times with eph... He is the only one who could cheer me up... Since the day we decided not to meet each other, everything turned out for me so bad... I've been sick for a couple of days... I tried to be happy but I really can't tried to enjoy films on dvd yet I ended up crying so hard... Crying so hard everyday might be one of the reasons why I can't get rid of the cold... Yesterday, I just slept the whole day... I really miss this guy so much... Please come back soon... I mean soon... Everyday without you feels like staying to a closed room with no windows for air to get in... I feel so emotionally down... Dumadagdag pa yung mga flirt na girls posting comments on your blog... I don't know who the hell that girl is...The one who called you manong carlo? I want to talk to you straight about this kaso I can't kaxe we have a deal nga d ba? I really don't know how you still feel about me... :(:(:( Pumunta lang nmn ako actually sa mall to post a new entry sa blog ko to let you know what I feel about the deal.... can u please go back to me na po... I had enough torture this past 6 months... do u really want me to endure the pain? are you really happy doing this to me? Nasa netopia ako sa southmall yet I feel like I want to cry so bad na... T_T Are you happy without me in your life? Please let me know as soon as possible... I really still don't get why am I the only person who needs to suffer? Do I really deserve to be treated like this by the one I love... ??? Can't you listen to me na? Can't you accept me again??? are you really happy doing this to me? please ask yourself again and again.. the last time we see each other, you texted me that you are not happy... so why do you keep on doing this to me? can't we just stop this please.. it's very annoying na rin kaxe. kung alam mo lang... please I'm begging you... please see me at once... please let's help each other to feel happiness again... I love you so much bie...

:: I still love him ::

2008-02-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

Dahil di po kita makausap magbblog nlng ako...

To Ephraim:
kahit mahirap na walang communication as in zero pinipilit kong kayanin... kung alam mo lang kung gano kahirap para sakin ang di ka makausap... lagi akong nag-aalala kung ano n ba nangyari sa'yo .... i don't know how you feel about this deal... sana matapos n po tong parusa na to... ang hirap po talaga... pero pinipilit kong kayanin para sa'yo... walang text, walang email no phone calls... mahirap po talaga kung alam mo lang... can't imagine celebrating my valentine and birthday without you... napakaespecial sana ng mga araw na yun kung kasama kita...

masaya ka po kaya ngaun sa nangyayari sa atin? sana mabasa mo at magcomment ka sana sa blog ko na to.... di ko n nga po alam kung paano magrelease ng depression...

natapos ko n po pala yung beck na anime... ang ganda talaga... ikaw pa rin naaalala ko twing pinapanood ko yun... Sana kasama kita habang pinapanood yung film na yun...

Sobrang miss na miss na kita... Andito ko ngaun sa netopia sa sm kxe papaprint ako ng resume. alam mo na.. after nito uwi na po ko sa bahay... manonood po nung mga movies na binigay mo po sa kin... sana bumalik ka na po... you're so near yet you seem so far...

sana maging maligawa na tayo... I want to be happy uli sa piling mo po...

I still cry everyday... Pero dahil sobrang namimiss na kita talaga... Can't imagine a weekend without you.... Kaw nga lang nag-iinspire sakin... Kaw lang talaga ang rason kung bakit ako sumasaya... ngayon lagi akong malungkot kahit may deal n po tayo...

Ang hirap talaga... hope that paggising ko september na agad o kaya paggising ko uli the deal is over tapos magiging masaya na tayo uli... Can't wait for that day to come... I'm so excited na talaga... Ingat ka po palagi... Wag mo po kakalimutan yung vitamins mo po... sana laging maganda ang pakiramdam mo po...

ako inuubo lang po ko ngaun... magkakatonsilitis po ata ako... I'm not feeling well po today kaya nag leave din po ko... Naalala ko po tuloy habang inaalagaan mo ko dati sa boarding house kapag may sakit ako... lahat yun naappreciate ko po... sana andito ka nalang po lagi sa tabi ko... A txt from u or call will be highly appreciated...

I love you so much bie! can't wait to see you again soon! Mwah!

::Feeling better than yesterday::

2005-07-13T12:35:00.000+08:00

atlast! medyo gumaan gaan naman kahit papaano ang pakiramdam ko.... kala ko migrane na yung nararamdaman ko e xe almost one week na sumasakit yung ulo ko.... kawawa naman ako..... sana lahat ng bagay ngaun maging maayos na.... sorry talaga dun po s mga napagbuhusan ko ng init ng ulo... sana po wag nila masyado damdamin..... and binabawi ko na po kung ano man yung masamang nasabi ko... pasensya na po....

::bakit may nga taong walang pakiramdam sa nararamdaman mo? :( ::

2005-07-12T16:18:00.000+08:00

hay naku!!!! I don't know if this is the right thing to do.... I so pressured right now with my thesis A and with my duties as an Alliance officer... waaaah!!! kanina pa sumasakit yung ulo ko.... kanina ko pa gustong iuntog sa pader!!! pagod na pagod ako ngaung araw na to.... napakadami kong ginawa at napakarami ko pang dapat gawin.... alam ko maya mali akong nagawa kanina.... nadala lang ako siguro sa sobrang pagod at stress..... dapat baguhin ko yung attitude kong yun... kaso mahirap.... ako kasi yung tipo ng tao na sinasabi yung gusto kong sabihin.... di ko iniintindi kung ano ang iisipin ng taong sinabihan ko ng phrase or sentence na yun... in short prangka lang ako and ako kasi yung tipo ng tao na sinasabi sa tao kung ano ang ikinagagalit ko sa kanya dahil pag hindi ko ginawa yun di nawawala yung galit ko.... alam ko masakit ako magsalita lalo na kung natataranta o kaya pressured or maraming iniisip at ginagawa..... sana lang kung sino man yung nasabihan ko dyan wag nalang masyado damdamin yung mga nasabi ko... ang hirap kasi sa iba dyan.... kapag sila ang nagsasalita ng masakit kung di ko pa sabihin na nakakasakit na xa di pa magsosorry..... hay naku!!!!! buhay nga naman...............................!!!!!!!!!!! naaasar na naman ako!!!! di ko alam kung anong gusto nyang mangyari! ewan ko sa kanya! kung ano nalang gusto nya mangyari samin yun nalang din siguro ang gagawin ko...... palagi nalang ako ang sumusuyo... tapos pag nanuyo ka naman!!!! hay naku!!!!! napakahirap iplease daig pa ko kung magpahi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gusto kong manapak ng kugn sino man makasalubong ko pero napakaunethical naman di ba!!!!! OMG!!!!!! galit na galit tlaga ako ewan ko kung anong dapat kong ikilos..... lagi nalang ako ang namomroblema kung pano maaayos ang gusot!!!! pagod na ko.... napakarami ko pang mas importante na dapat tapusin.... ano gusto nya? iprioritize ko xa over my studies? di muna itanong kaxe kung bakit xa nasabihan ng ganun..... cnabi na xeng nakuha pa ng pointers sa prof eh nagkataong nasa faculty room ako kxe di ako nakaattend ng class ko last meeting xe niyaya nya akong manood ng pocket concert (w/c is gusto ko rin naman) kaya wag ka munang mag negative reaction habang binabasa mo to!!!! isa lang ang masasabi ko talaga.... pagod na ko.... sna naman maisip mo kung ano muna yung sitwasyon bago ka mag-inarte.... di lang sayo iikot ang mundo ko, ok? lam ko masakit mga pinagsasasabi ko pero totoo lahat ng yan..... kaya nasayo kung makikipagmatigasan ka talaga o gagawa ka na naman ng kalokohan!!!! bahala ka!

napakasama talaga ng pakiramdam ko ngaun
kung tingin nya pag nanahimik xa mas makakabuti nagkakamali xa
bahala kang manahimik hanggat gusto mo
wag kang umiwas.... kumilos ka naman
kung kumilos ka kala mo ikaw lagi ang tama @#%$#%$%$^!

::Yukie Utsumi::

2005-07-12T15:41:00.000+08:00

You are Yukie Utsumi the class
representative

You have leadership qualities and are rather
flirty.. well just with Shuya.. You have really
close friends.. but that didn't save you in the
end now did it? We adore you and you kick ass,
but next time make sure no one poisons the
food. K? Thnx. Luv ya buh bye

Which Battle Royale Student Are you?
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::Feeling so bad today :( ::

2005-07-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

sakit ng ulo ko waaah!!!

::Quick Personality Test::

2005-07-11T18:00:00.000+08:00

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

::what kind of ice cream am I?::

2005-07-11T17:57:00.000+08:00

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous.
You tend to be successful at anything you try.
A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.
You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

::facts about ephraim (baby ko)::

2005-07-11T14:21:00.000+08:00

takot sa malamig na tubig!!! hehehehe.... pag binuhusan mo mag papapadyak na parang bata hehehee nakakatawa po :))
pag nasigawan mo parang bata pag nagsasabi ng "bakit ka po naninigaw? " hehehehe
mahilig sa mga audio cd lalo na pag eheads, rivermaya, imago, sugarfree, hale, wolfgang, orange and lemons, bent, pati mp3s...... blues nga din pala mahilig xa
mahilig din po xa sa pizza
mainitin masyado ang ulo
and higit sa lahat........ love na love ako ng baby ko!!! xempre!!! heheehehehe

::Nerd pala ako...? yaikkks!!! OMG!!!::

2005-07-01T14:20:00.000+08:00

::Adventure Quest RPG::

2005-06-30T17:43:00.000+08:00

Whew!!!! Starting kanina.... grabe!!! adiktus na talaga ako sa game na to..... nakakaaliw!!!! astig kasi gumawa ng game na to eh... ! try nyo din!!!! punta kayo sa www.battleon.com then gawa kayo ng account nyo to play this very cool online rpg!!!! flash lang xa ginawa pero take note!!!! astig xe nasasave yung progress ng character ang galing di ba? kaya kung ako sayo gawa ka narin ng account mo!!!!! ako level 9 na ko ngayon... pinapaabot ko lang ng 10 b4 ako pumasok sa pagi2ng mage!!! yun ang strategy ko!!! astig di ba?!!!

::Oath Taking mamaya sa LIbrary 2 pm::

2005-06-30T10:55:00.000+08:00

Atlast after 1 week of campaign and after one day of tension due to the ballot counting last friday, we're going to have the induction of newly elected officers at the LIbrary today, June 30, 2005, at exactly 2 pm. Hope that everything goes fine.... :) After the said induction, we're going to have a meeting about our planned platforms for the school. ...:)

Note: Ciarra called me kanina.... kaso nkalimutan ata nya na la na kami landline hehehe :( pero ok lang close nmn kmi ni ate tess eh... :) sana mabawi n nmn agad yung landline namin xe napakahirap tlaga ng walang landline :(

2005-06-28T14:53:00.000+08:00

Toxic by Britney Spears

"It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It's taking over me "

Ah, what's a year without breaking a few hearts? Literally.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

::di pala ako ganun ka-pisces :)::

2005-06-28T14:31:00.000+08:00

You are 80% Pisces

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

::I miss my baby so much.... sigh::

2005-06-28T13:36:00.000+08:00

miss na miss ko na talaga baby ko.... :( hirap talaga pag walang telepono.... :( di mo maka-usap yung taong love mo anytime na gustuhin mo..... :( sana nga di pa naayos ng PLDT yung bug sa system nila na natuklasan namin ng baby ko..... *para dun sa mga interesado malaman kung ano yung bug n yun email nyo ko sa dhimples@gmail.com* nakakaasar kasi la na naman kaming landline..... :( may cellphone nga la namang load pero iba pa rin talaga pag kausap mo sa phone eh.... bukod sa matagal mo makakausap, di ka pa mag-aalala na baka maputol yung line just in case na mawalan ng signal yung kausap mo di ba? and kung landline ang tatawagan mo, di laging "out of coverage area" di ba tama naman? sana maibalik namin yung land line namin within 3 months kung di, la na talaga pag-asa maibalik yung landline namin :( huhuhu :(( yun lang :(

::morally good or just good?::

2005-06-28T11:19:00.000+08:00

last night, I was asked by our adviser in the alliance to sit-in in his class, luckily, majority of my friends are his students, namely ciarra, ethel, dyudit, ralph. I've learned a lot from that "ethics" class. I've learned that being "morally good" means you should act like a saint because to become "morally good", "wanting" should be totally eliminated in your mind, heart and soul. Any form of wanting expressed by a human being can be disqualified for being morally good. For an example "Robin Hood" is morally good because as the story says robin hood took the money from the rich greedy people and gave it to the poor... In short, he didn't steal for him to become rich. Another example is when a father of a child with a heart disease, hostaged a hospital just to let him donate his heart to his daughter if ever he dies in the hostage taking.... Want popular example? If you ever watched "Stairway to Heaven" on GMA channel 7, you might have watched the scene when Tristan sacrificed his life so that he could give his eye in replace of the infected eye of Jodie.

if you want to site more examples, just post it on the comments section. Thanks :)

::I truly missed my blog... sigh::

2005-06-27T12:28:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! Thank God the election was over... napabayaan ko kasi tong blog ko sa loob ng isang linggo... :( kawawa naman tong blog ko.... :( la na din tuloy nagbabasa xe la na kong naipopost.... :) Pero I'm so happy parin kxe lahat ng pinaghirapan nmn ng mga kaparty members ko di nauwi sa wala kxe lahat ng candidates ng party namin which is "kaama" (check nyo nalang yung webpage ng party list namin) nanalo sa Alliance of Student Organizations (A.S.O.). Pangit ng abbreviation no? Pero we're planning to change the name from ASO to USO (Union of Student Organizations). Sana nga maapprove agad para pag sinimulan na namin yung platforms namin, di naman masyado makakantyawan yung name ng alliance namin. :) yun lang po sana kung magustuhan nyo yung page ng party list namin paki-add na rin po sa mga links ninyo.... thanx :)

Note:

ako nga rin po pala ang gumawa ng page ng party namin... :)
ciao!!!

::may party list na kami!!::

2005-06-17T13:27:00.000+08:00

may napili na kaming name para sa party list nmn ASTERISK ang name na gusto ng mga kaparty list namin. Ibig sabihin daw "different people with different characteristics met at one point to pursue a will... " hehehe.... ewan ko kung final na yan

here are the list of the candidates:

President: Marion
VP Internal: Ciarra "Peng" Monillas
VP External: Judith Abad
Secretary: Richelle "Chubs" Leong
Treasurer: Ethel Agbayani
Auditor: Theresa "Dhimples" Gonzales
PRO: not yet decided

yung list of officers na yan yan yung pambato namin para sa student council ng school namin :) good luck samin... post ko nalang next next week kung nanalo kami hehehe

kakapagod dami pa naming dapat gawin para sa student council.... waaah! pero ok lang enjoy naman eh! :)

waaah!!! malalate na ko!!!!

2005-06-16T15:02:00.000+08:00

bye bye na muna next time nalang me magkukwento!!..... aaargghhh!!! late na ko may exam pa nmn ako ng 3:30 cge na byebye na muna! ciao!!!! :)

::How much I am worth?::

2005-06-14T18:40:00.000+08:00

I am worth $1,604,500 on HumanForSale.com

::How sweet this test naman is... hehehe labyu baby ko!::

2005-06-14T17:12:00.000+08:00

Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two are	In love
Your meeting was by	Choice
They are your	Soulmate
You are their	Soulmate
Your love will	Be the epitome of what true love is

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Are you in love? by icepuppet
Your name:
Their name:
Love?:	Madly in love!

Quiz created with MemeGen!

::Sideline Proposal para sa baby ko::

2005-06-14T15:47:00.000+08:00

Project:

to make a 3D graphical representation of a biology subject in highschool

detailed information approach me in person

Target Pay:

still negotiable... 2000 palang unang sabi pero negotiable parin depende kung gano kahirap yung ipapagawa ni Alma :)

::What a fcuk!!! &#@$%%^%^$::

2005-06-14T15:36:00.000+08:00

Waaaaaah!!! nakakainis! kala ko nawala na yung cell phone ko... grabe talaga umaakyat na yung dugo ko sa ulo ko... natakot talaga ko akala ko kung saan ko na naiwan yung cellphone ko.... dami ko nang naiisip kanina habang hinahanap ko yungcellphone ko... grabe parang gusto kong sumigaw ng malakas and magbintang ng kung sino xe nawawala yung cellphone ko.... *ang sama noh?* hehehe.... nakakaasar na talaga! habang lalong umiinit yung ulo ko lalo kong di mahanap yung cellphone ko......

......buti nalang..... hehehe!!! nasa bag ko lang pala.... hinahighblood na xe ako kaya siguro di ko agad nakita....:(

Lesson:

wag basta basta iinit ang ulo habang may hinahanap... xe lalo mo lang ito hindi makikita... ok? ano ayos ba? heheehe :))

::Chapter 1 submission uli::

2005-06-14T11:00:00.000+08:00

Sana wala nang masyadong revisions after iproof read uli ng prof ko yung chapter 1 namin.... *crossing my fingers* ilang minuto nalang ipapasa na naman namin yung chapter 1 namin.... hope that everything get's well.... :) Special thanx nga pala sa baby ko who proofed read my documents last sunday... if it wasn't for him di ko makikita yung mga nakakahiyang errors ng papers ko hehehe!... :) well.... thanks po uli! sa uulitin... hehehe.... genius xe baby ko eh... hehehe... imagine ilang months palang xa sa work nya eh.... macoconsider mo nang expert talaga sa pagamit ng PHP and MySQL... :) yun lang po... baby ko good luck po sa nalalapit mong board exam ha and pati na rin sa work... labyu...!!!

::hhmmmmn.... uhhhhm..... hmmmn.... buntung hininga uli::

2005-06-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

waaah!!!! I feel so sad today.... :(:(:( feeling ko walang rason para ngumiti ngayon.... :(:(:( napakagloomy ng araw ko ngayon.... laki pa ng eye bugs ko xe pinilit ko tapusin yung chapter 1 ko kanina... :(:(:( poor me...:(:(:(

::what a day!!!::

2005-06-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

kagagaling lang namin ngayon sa sports complex... kasama ko sina kuya john, ray-an and other players ng alas....saglit lang kami dun actually sinundo lang namin si kuya john para malaman kung ano yung gagawin namin sa thesis hehehe.... kakatuwa nga kanina eh xe nung pagdating namin dun si renee jay (rj) ang naglalaro.... *maliit na tao yun hehehe :)* grabe! sobra sakit na ng tiyan ko sa kakatawa habang pinapanood sila maglaro ng basketball hehehe... yabang2x naman kasi ang liit liit naman! hehehe.... nung una nga pala two on two cla... ang magkakampi c rj and ryan tpos si kuya john and ray-an. :) naka2tuwa talaga yung laro kasi si rj ang pinaglalaruan nila... heheehehe... lalo pang naging mas nakakatawa nung si provido na ang nakipag one on one kay rj hehehehe! imagine a 3 feet 10 inches guy laban sa 6 footer na guy!!!! what a laugh talaga!!! hehehe!!!!

balik tayo sa ginawa ko kanina sa school:

:: as usual nakakapagod pa rin mag-s.a. pero ok lang xe may mga stf na kaming katulong.... hehehe... astig!!! di ko na kailangan magpakapagod lagi sa cl3 and maaasikaso ko na rin yung chapter 1 ko.... sana matapos ko yung chapter 1 ko till saturday para mapaproof read ko sa prof ko na mabait... hehehe.... grabe!!! buti nalang kami maaga palang nareject na yung una naming proposa at least ngayon naapprove na kami... mas masakit siguro kung katulad nung dun sa nangyari dun sa classmate ko.... grabe!!! xe dati lagi silang naaapprove then ngayon lang biglang nadisapprove yung proposal nila dahil exisying na daw... oo nga naman existing na sa ama xe thesis b nila judith is 3d map locator din using visual basic din.... sayang talaga... wala tuloy silang ibang choice kundi ibalik yung dati nilang proposal... sana maapprove din sila kasi matalino naman yung classmate ko na yun eh.... pero sa totoo lang mahirap talaga maghanap ng bago at magandang thesis proposal... :) xe nangyari na sakin yun eh... mangiyakngiyak nga ko... :( yun lang po.... gagawa na ko ng chapter 1 ko eh... :) goodluck sakin :)

::pagod na ako!!!::

2005-06-08T14:21:00.000+08:00

grabe nakakapagod talaga tong araw nato!!! nakakainis kasi yung ibang mga freshmen ang titigas ng ulo grabe! cnabi na ngang bawal mag games grabe!!! sige pa rin sila sa paglalaro!!!! naaasar na ko talaga!!! kulang na nga lang itanong ko sa kanila kung ilang beses sila ipinanganak eh!!! ang ku2lit!!!! grabe feeling ko mabilis akong tatanda dito sa sobrang kakulitan ng mga to!!!!! hay nako!!! sumasakit na nga yung ulo ko eh kakasaway sa mga toh!!!! daig pa mga pre-schoolers!!!!! yun lang sana sumunod na tong mga makukulit na freshmen na to!!! ahhhrg! hehehe

::back to school again!!!::

2005-06-06T13:45:00.000+08:00

back to school na naman!!! eto laki na naman ng break time ko.... :) 4 pa next class ko eh... sino kaya prof ko? sabi xe nila iba na naman daw... san ka nakakita nun? 1 week nalang prelims na tsaka lang nagpapasukan yung mga prof. kagagaling nga lang pala namin sa pansol medyo di masyado maganda kinalabasan ng outing for me xe medyo may pinagtalunan pero ok lang.... atleast medyo naayos din.... :) sana kung may outing pa na susunod maging maayos na yung kalalabasan pero isa lang ang alam ko... lahat ng outing na pinuntahan ko nasayahan ako kahit na alam ko na may pagtatalo o kaya alitan na nangyari hindi dahilan yun para masira ang buong araw ng outing ko.... yun lang.... hehehe :)

::Babalik kami sa pansol laguna ngayon!!! ::

2005-06-04T10:45:00.000+08:00

kararating ko lang sa skul ngayon xe kailangan kong umattend sa thesis A class ko... sana 100% approved na yung thesis namin.... magkikita kami ng baby ko sa metropolis ng 2 pm para pumunta sa haus nila para iready yung mga dadalhin nya.... nakalimutan ko na yung name ng resort na pinuntahan namin eh... pero dun pa rin kami pu2nta... next tym post ko d2 yung name ng hotspring na pu2ntahan namin... yun lang po lapit na ko pumasok sa class ko 9 minutes nalang.... hehehe...

*kala ko nga kanina late na ko xe 10:35 na ko nakarating sa skul..... yun pala 11 am pa class ko hehheeehehe!!!

::Happy 32nd monsarry po baby ko!!!! labyu!!::

2005-06-02T16:21:00.000+08:00

Bie, pano ba yan? 2 years and 8 months na po tayo.... :) tagal na po natin noh? sana tayo na talaga hanggang huli... :) wag mo ko lolokohin ha.... mahal na mahal naman po kita eh... hehehe!!! labyu baby ko.... kitakits nalang po mamya.... muah! muah! muah!!!! labyu talaga!!! sana la na tayong pag-awayan pa.... :)

::Thesis Proposal approved????::

2005-06-02T12:50:00.000+08:00

Feeling so good today kasi po sa buong class po namin ng thesis A dalawa lang ang naapprove na proposals.... actually 3/4 palang.... hehehe... xe kailangan pa iapprove ni sir Alfred.... grabe sobrang kabado talaga me kanina... hehehe:) parang singlamig nga ng yelo yung kamay ko eh hehehe.... :)thank God napasama dun sa approved yung proposal namin... :)

::tag box problem solved!!!::

2005-06-02T12:41:00.000+08:00

just found out the solution for the tagbox!!!! heheehe :) nung una xe di makita yung scrollbar para sa tagbox.... ngayon ok na heheehe....... yun lang po.... :) sana tag lang kayo ng tag para may laman nmn yung page ko.... hehehe!!!! :)

::Just finished the tagboard::

2005-06-02T09:16:00.000+08:00

Guyz!!! para po dun sa mga gustong magtag sa tagboard pls be patient sa pagclick dun sa scroll bar xe I'm still having trouble dun sa pag-aadjust ng table ko para sa tagbox... sana lagi kayong pu2nta d2 sa page ko thanx... :)

::new layout para sa website ko... ::

2005-06-01T16:15:00.000+08:00

just finished doing my new layout para sa website ko... ok ba? hehehehe.... ang cute xe eh.... kaya naisipan ko na ito nalang ang ilagay sa page... :)grabe dami ko pang kailangang tapusin kaya yan tuloy la na ko masyadong time para mag blog...... ngayon siguro mas gaganahan na ko ngayon na magpost kase ang ganda na ng layout ng page ko... hehehehe... magbuhat daw ba ng sariling bangko...? yun lang po sana lagi po ninyo puntahan itong webpage ko...salamat...:)

::Long last!! hehehe::

2004-07-13T19:14:00.000+08:00

("('o')")After the long wait... eto na naman ako posting mga walang kakwenta-kwentang bagay.... I really feel so depressed today kaya siguro naisipan kong magpost ngayon.... aheheehe!!!:D Dami kong deadlines na dapat habulin! waaaaah!!! kung pwede ko lang ibasura lahat ng ginagawa ko gagawin ko!!! stressed na stressed na ko... this past few weeks I've been so busy all week long.... pati nga sa baby ko medyo nawalan ako ng time eh... :( feeling ko dami ko nang sakit kasi bumabalik na naman yung ulcer ko, then sumasakit pa yung ulo ko lagi..... the worst thing is may times na biglang sasakit yung katawan ko katulad ng feeling after doing a work out *yung workout na natigil ng 5 or more months ha* ganun!!! ganun kasakit.... madalas may backpains ako... pag nakakausap ko ngababy ko madalas sa kanya ko inirereklamo mga sakit na nararamdaman ko eh.... sana talaga matapos na tong stressful week na to.... I am hoping na after ng midterms exam namin eh medyo makapagpahinga naman ako kasi for sure 2 to 3 weeks from now mas maraming task ang kailangan kong tapusin...... waaaah!!! kawawa naman ako!!! hirap talagang maging estudyante!!! wahahahaha!!!! :D

::Sway, such a nice song! hehehe!::

2004-06-24T13:28:00.000+08:00

("('o')")Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I go
Losing myControl
I'm practicing your name
So I can say it
To your face it doesn't
Seem right
To look you in the eye
Let all the things
You mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time
Tell you why
I say it's
Infinitely true

Chorus:
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon

Chorus 2X:

Its all because of you
Its all because of you

Now it all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
It's time
Tell you why
I say it's
Infinitely true

Chorus 2X:

Its all because of you
Its all because of you
Its all because of you

::walang maipost::

2004-06-24T12:49:00.000+08:00

("('o')")Ano kaya magandang ipost ngayon? wala akong maisip na maganda eh... til 3 pm pa naman ako nakababad ngayon sa internet lab kasi wala kamingclass kanina eh... oo nga pala namomroblema pa nga pala ako sa website na gagawin namin para sa prof namin na napili namin kasi ang hirap nyang hagilapin... lagi ko duloy dala yung camera ng baby ko... hirap nyang tiyempuhan... bat nga ba ang pinoy mahilig sa pictures? wala namang nagbabago sa hitsura nila pag kinuhanan ang sarili nila.... masyado lang ba talagang vein ang mga pinoy? siguro nga kasi halos lahat ng kakilala ko pag nakitang may dala kang camera hindi ka titigilan hanggat di mo sila napipicturan... bad trip nga kahapon kasi nalow batt ako dahil sa kakulitan nila na magpapicture.... pero ok lang at least may remembrance ako... Ako, lagi akong sinasabihan ng baby ko na napakavein ko daw kasi lagi ko pinipicturan ang sarili ko.... pero ok lang totoo naman eh... ewan ko ba? kung bakit ganon ako? siguro ganun lang talaga ako.... hehehe! gulo ko no?

::Unpretty uli!::

2004-06-23T19:40:00.000+08:00

("('o')")
I wish i could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today (yeah)

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

Chorus:

You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if you said so
You can buy all the make up
That M.A.C. can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out, who am I to
Be in the position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too

Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm being stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me (hey)

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I believe I'm trippin'

Chorus x 2

::Unpretty::

2004-06-23T19:35:00.000+08:00

("('o')")I feel so unpretty today, I don't know why... Siguro sa mga sinasabi ng baby ko? medyo.... o baka naman streesed lang ako masyado.... oo! tama! siguro nga..... wala kasing nakakapansin sa akin eh! ok lang! ayaw ko naman na maging pansinin ako eh! gusto ko mawala na parang bula? oo! tama! gustong-gusto ko yun! Basta! ewan ko? feel ko talaga pangit ako! bwahahaha!

::Ang Baby ko, bow!::

2004-06-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

("('o')")Ang baby ko ay pogi, kaso sobrang kuripot...
Ang baby ko ay kuripot kaso mahiyain... waah! yoko na nga tumula! hirap eh! basta kuripot yang baby ko pero nahihiya magsabi ng "istudyante po!" sa jeep sa bus lang daw sya nagsasabi ng ganon! hahahaha!!! piso nga nanghihinayang siya eh bakit dun hindi.... sabi nya nahihiya daw sya.... bow!

::Helping my baby!::

2004-06-21T13:25:00.000+08:00

("('o')")It feels so great to help the person you love!
hahaha!!! ang drama! tama na nga...! Pero I truly enjoy helping my baby 'coz naaliw
ako na matuto ng LINUX kahit ginagawa akong
secretary ng eph eph na to ok lang hehehe... Sarap talaga ng feeling
pag may natututunan kang bago.... yun lang pow....

ei thanx sa mga
bumibisita!!! basta keep visiting my page nalang thank you po!!!
ciao!!! ;p

::Hi 5!!!::

2004-06-16T14:36:00.000+08:00

("('o')")Here is my personal invite link:

http://www.hi5.com/i?l=SNHSBTM7

::How could I notice only now?::

2004-06-16T12:48:00.000+08:00

("('o')")Sarap pala ng feeling ng di nag-aaway... parang napakapeaceful ng paligid mo.... parang kapag magkausap kami parang ang sweet lagi.... sana ganito na lang lagi... tutal ako lang naman kadalasan ang gumagawa ng away eh... kaya depende na siguro sakin yun.... pero ngayon.... ayoko na ng away.... gusto ko lagi nalang ganito kami.... sana dire-diretso na to.... yunlang!

("('o')")ciao!!!

::Break time ko ngayon::

2004-06-15T17:13:00.000+08:00

("('o')")wow! 7:30 pa class ko till 9 pm yun tingin ko matutuloy na yung quiz namin mamya sa life and works of rizal kasi mamya last meeting namin before prelims.... lapit na prelims namin sana mapasa ko lahat ng exams....

post ko nalang next time schedule ko for the exam...

ciao!!!

::Blog Update::

2004-06-14T15:34:00.000+08:00

("('o')")Tag board accomplished next, my pic and profile...

Soon... guestbook.... ;p

::I don't have any class today yet I'm at school right now::

2004-06-14T14:17:00.000+08:00

("('o')")Mondays should be a very relaxing day for me 'coz I don't have any class during this day yet, I still don't want to stay at home due to some reasons like:

("('o')") My father won't give me money

("('o')") It's so boring in our house...

("('o')") I want to check my mail on the net and play games online...

("('o')") I want to check the website of my baby

("('o')") I want to eat fishballs and quail egg.... (sarap kasi yun eh!)

("('o')")ciao!!! ;p

blog update

2004-06-14T10:38:00.000+08:00

pwede nang magpost ng comment dito kahit wala kayong blogger account.

next: lagyan ng tag-board tong blog ng baby ko.

::Partial Relief::

2004-06-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

("('o')")Tonight I think I could sleep better.... Thanx to him.... But I shouldn't celebrate 'coz I know anger and doubt is still on his heart.... Now I know what to do..... I hope that this time I could win his heart again.... I'll never do the same mistake to the person I love most.... Now I know how important he is to me.... Without him is like taking away the air I breathe... I really don't want to lose him.... Though I've done a very big mistake.... And for that, I really feel so sorry... This past few days, I've been so selfish.... I didn't think about what he'll feel if ever he finds out.... I'm really sorry.... Starting from now on, I'll do my best to become a deserving girl for him.... I know he deserves a girl better than me.... But I really can't help it... I really love him so much.... So much, that I don't wanna lose him.... 'coz losing him is like taking my life away from me.... I know it will gonna be hard for him to believe me but still I'm taking the risk of telling him how I feel 'coz I know to myself that from now on I'll never ever tell a single lie to him no matter how simple it is... 'coz he never did it to me even once.... and for that I feel so guilty.... Now, I'll go to my class and take my exam.... *crossing my fingers hoping to pass the exam* Now.... I've really learned my lesson... Thanks to him... I really love him so much.... Hope that he still loves me...

::Last Chance::

2004-06-11T13:05:00.000+08:00

::I really can't think so well today.... My friends don't want to participate on my problems.... I guess it's all my fault.... I didn't treasure the most precious person that I could ever have.... I guess his gone..... There's nothing left for me.... I think I can't do anything to endure his pain.... I really guess it's over.... I don't want to force him to accept me or to love me again all I want is another chance.... I know that I'm not worthy to be blessed with another chance.... Sorry for all the things that I've done.... I guess I have no choice but to move on.... I really can't take this pain inside of me... How I wish that a big wind could come my way and fly me to a place far from here.... A place where I could cry out loud and burst all the pain inside of me.... 'coz I feel much pain than he feels 'coz I'm the one who tried to hurt him and now I feel what he feels so the pain I'm feeling now was doubled.... Even I don't have anyone to comfort me right now.... I guess I'm all alone again.... trying to find myself again... How I wish I won't feel anything at all.... I wish I was dead!

::All day on the Net::

2004-06-10T16:48:00.000+08:00

("('o')")Ano kaya pwedeng magawa ngayon? Magpost? tapos na kasi naipost ko na to? Magcheck ng email? na check ko na rin.... maglaro? Oo tama! masarap maglaro ng online games.... kaso nakakasawa rin pag nagtagal.... boring talaga tong araw na to! feeling ko wala akong nagawang maganda today! Worthless kumbaga! lahat nalang mali! pag may ginawa akong kinaaaliwan ko may magagalit na ina! ewan ko ba! basta yun na yun! buhul-buhol na nga utak ko sa kakaisip kung ano ang isusulat ko rito eh, kasi baka may magalit... Di naman mainit ang suot ko ngayon, ewan ko ba kung bakit parang kumukulo ang dugo ko... di na bale lilipas rin naman to eh... oo parang kumukulong tubig na kapag pinabayaan mo sa isang tabi lalamig na rin.... Oo nga tama..... magpapalamig na lang muna ako....... na parang tubig...

::-=QuEeN_oF_sNoW=-::

2004-06-08T18:21:00.000+08:00

Birthday: June 8, 2004

"Her Ghost in the Fog"

"The Moon, she hangs like a cruel portrait
soft winds whisper the bidding of trees
as this tragedy starts with a shattered glass heart
and the Midnightmare trampling of dreams
But oh, no tears please
Fear and pain may accompany Death
But it is desire that shepherds it's certainty
as We shall see..."

She was divinity's creature
That kissed in cold mirrors
A Queen of Snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Dark liquored eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She shone on watercolours
Of my pondlife as pearl
Until those who couldn't have Her
Cut Her free of this World

That fateful Eve when..
The breeze stank of sunset and camphor
Their lanterns chased phantoms and threw
An inquisitive glance, like the shadows they cast
On my love picking rue by the light of the moon

Putting reason to flight
Or to death as their way
They crept through woods mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Of Her hips that held sway
Over all they surveyed
Save a mist on the rise
(A deadly blessing to hide)
Her ghost in the fog

They raped and left...
(Five men of God)
...Her ghost in the fog

Dawn discovered Her there
Beneath the Cedar's stare
Silk dress torn, Her raven hair
Flown to gown Her beauty bared
Was starred with frost, I knew Her lost
I wept 'til tears crept back to prayer

She'd sworn Me vows in fragrant blood
"Never to part
Lest jealous Heaven stole our hearts"

Then this I screamed:
"Come back to Me
for I was born in love with thee
So why should fate stand inbetween?"

And as I drowned Her gentle curves
With dreams unsaid and final words
I espied a gleam trodden to earth
The Church bell tower key...

The village mourned her by good bye
For She'd been a witch
their Men had longed to try
And I broke under Christ seeking guilty signs
My tortured soul on ice

A Queen of snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Trappistine eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She was Erzulie possessed
Of a milky white skin
My porcelain Yin
A graceful Angel of Sin

And so for Her...
The breeze stank of sunset and camphor
My lantern chased Her phantom and blew
Their Chapel ablaze and all locked in to a pain
Best reserved for judgement that their bible construed...

Putting reason to flight
Or to flame unashamed
I swept form cries
Mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Or Her hips that held sway
Over all those at bay
Save a mist on the rise
A final blessing to hide
Her ghost in the fog

And I embraced
Where lovers rot...
Her ghost in the fog

Her ghost in the fog